Chris the emo pongy

my 2 cents

2010-10-10T09:48:00.005+08:00

why do people like to Fking assume things.
You tot, I think than who gonna confirm it?
FUCK!
is one phone call or sms so difficult to find out whether i am busy?
and how the hell am i going to be busy when i am in NS.
i can't fucking work on the weekend.
how nice.
from this i can really see who are the true friends that really bother to ring u up
or just drop an sms to ask/check on you.
ha.
thanks for everything ya!
FOS!

Disappointment!

Courage

2010-08-07T22:26:00.003+08:00

If you like someone, let that person know.
He/She can't read your mind.
So how will he/She know what is in your mind.

But sadly I don't have that courage!
Sigh!

Courage.None.

August: time is up.

2010-08-06T11:23:00.002+08:00

August is a month for me to end everything and start on a new things.
New life, New experience.
I am actually excited about it.
But I feel sad about it too.
Not because of the new experience but because of some other things.
Not many people know about it.
or should i say not many people bother to know about it.
That's life. I am glad that there are still minority of peepz that are still concern.
Well, soon its time to say goodbye.
I really hope that I can pass my bike TP.
I really need it desperately. Sigh.
Have been keeping things to myself lately.
Not be able to me myself.
It's tiring to act as if there is nothing.
It's really tiring.
Sigh. i want to go to a place where there is no feelings.
No pain, no misery, no hardship. All this sucks!
In reality, no such place really exist.
Lastly, I really want you to take good care of yourself.
Have your meals on time.
Rest well and let me know if u need any help.
It hurts me to see u struggling. Sigh.

Peace.Happiness.Smiles.Gone!

Worsed Sunday Ever!

2010-07-25T23:45:00.001+08:00

Today is the worse Sunday of all!
I had an car accident!
Luckily no one was hurt seriously!
But my back, shoulder and neck suffered some discomfort.
Will be going for some check up.
I will never forget this incident for my whole life!
Sigh!

Lost in an unknown world!

Emo!

2010-04-27T00:11:00.001+08:00

silence is the best way to show how I feel now!

2010-03-13T03:32:00.001+08:00

Can you feel me?
I guess not.
Needed you but where were you?
Sigh!

2 are better than 1

2009-12-27T19:28:00.002+08:00

Where will the someone else appear? I wonder.

2009-11-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

No point blogging!
So Bye!

working!

2009-10-02T16:14:00.003+08:00

work work work!
that's what i have been doing all these while.
it's fun yet pissed when u are doing some other people's work.
quoted from "uncle", "you think my life easy ah!"

true indeed my life is not easy.

yet some people take things from granted.
tired of doing that but no choice if that idiot don't do than we do it ourself!
with outdoor shows, setup, tear down, under the hot humid weather.
soon i will fall sick real sick.
i am also having sleepless night and need to wake up damn early for work.
when can i have actual rest! damn it!

Sick

2009-09-23T16:45:00.001+08:00

Sick!
I am sick!
Damn sick now!
=(

clueless

2009-09-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, what should I do now?
I am lost.
Hmmm, How I wish I can disappear now.
Sigh!

well done

2009-09-05T20:39:00.000+08:00

Well Done!
Good Job!

2009-08-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

where were you when I need you? =(

2009-08-18T21:16:00.000+08:00

Yes!!! My TP date is on 09/12/2009! =D

Chrome bag

2009-08-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

I want a chrome bag please!!!
Can someone buy for me please!!!!!

fishing out in the sea!

2009-07-26T20:13:00.002+08:00

out in the sea fishing.
became RED but it was fun!

sigh

2009-07-20T20:58:00.002+08:00

Sigh feeling _____!!! Argh I dunno why!!!
Just make me disappear now!!!
Cause no one will care and bother about it!
BYE!

disappear

2009-07-19T10:25:00.000+08:00

Make me disappear, will you?
Its tormenting!

sad

2009-07-12T22:49:00.003+08:00

Sigh I am feeling rather down.
Don't know why.
Bye!

random

2009-07-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

SUCKY LIFE!!!

FUCK

2009-07-12T15:52:00.002+08:00

FUCKED UP WORLD!
That's all I have to say!

Consequences

2009-07-09T01:42:00.002+08:00

Every decision comes with a consequences.
Either good or bad
BUT
usually its bad!

bored

2009-07-07T23:03:00.001+08:00

I am tired but I just can't sleep.
i just can't find the motivation to live each day anymore. =(

Motivation, where are you? Sigh.

Busy!

2009-07-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be busy this week.

SIWW

2009-06-28T12:23:00.002+08:00

21st of June to the 25th of June was Singapore International Water Week in short SIWW.

Went home late almost everyday.

on the last day I fell sick which is on thursday.

So the following day i went to see doctor and he diagnose me with Throat Infection.

It was so terrible. I am coughing and having cold sweats and fever come and go like nobody business.

MC for 2 days. I hope by tomorrow I will be better so I can go back to work again.

CBoss

2009-06-18T20:03:00.002+08:00

Well I am stuck at CBoss booth for the past 2 days and that includes today and tomorrow.
But wait tomorrow it will end at 4pm and we can start to tear down.

Saturday and Sunday will be packing and setting up for Singapore Water Week @ Suntec Convention.

Next whole week stuck at Suntec. But its ok, it's my home ground!!!! =D

1st of July is almost here. =D=D

Woot!

2009-06-05T11:52:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey i am back here again like finally!!!! hahaha.
But I am gone not as long as weili ok!!!!

well i need a damn full time job now! or at least let me work everyday where i am working now. hahaha.

I need money. I have been looking for jobs recently. any kind soul willing to take me in? Pay must be reasonable.

Well I finally went to book my BTT. Its on 1st of july. long way to go. ha.

Got to go. Stay tune for more updates. hahahaha!

bye

2009-05-16T04:27:00.003+08:00

BYE!
Just let it fade away.

sad

2009-05-12T00:10:00.008+08:00

i am feeling very sad now.
i don't know why i am feeling this way now.
i do hope things will turn out fine.
sigh!

Indescribable feeling inside of me

HR Summit

2009-05-08T19:58:00.002+08:00

Well have been working for the past 4 days.
Waking up early and home late.
It's very tiring.
HR summit was interesting not as bored as I thought it would be.
Some speakers were very humorous.
For the different session, my room was filled with delegates though it was just a workshops.
Will be working on Saturday till Monday or maybe till don't know when.

Lots of things happen for the past few says. But there is one that makes me happy, i shall not blog about it here.

someone ask me blog about that person but in the end don't want. Haha cute lo that person.

Well that's all for now. Will update more often. =D

我会努力的!

Happy.

2009-05-03T11:58:00.002+08:00

Things are back to normal I guess.
Misunderstanding cleared and things settled.
Good. Feel so good.
well there are some things that are irreversible.
Well we need to move on.
Will update again.
Had fin with cliques. =D

FOP

2009-04-23T18:56:00.001+08:00

FOP was fun.

Know alot of people.

We got thrid.

There goes our champion.

But it's ok.

It's the fun and bonding that is important.

I am known as 坏人!

But 我不是坏人!!!

Its been a long long time!!!

2009-04-09T12:51:00.004+08:00

Its been awhile since i update my blog.

Well had loads of fun recently.
I graduated from RP on 7th April 2009.
Attended te PROM night on 8th April 2009.
All the pictures are up on face book. =)

Well i will update more often. Bye for now

Stress!!

2008-12-13T14:47:00.002+08:00

I am feeling so much burden now.
The burden on my shoulders are so heavy that it might just crush me onto me anytime.
Sigh.
Problems pile up like a mountain.
Solutions are nowhere to be found.
Sigh.

Indescribable feeling inside of me

It sucks totally!!!

2008-11-06T13:20:00.001+08:00

One word: SUCKS

Indescribable feeling inside of me

Thanks for the Birthday Wishes

2008-10-28T11:54:00.003+08:00

Thanks to those who wished my happy birthday!!!
Really appreciate it alot.

Through:
SMS
MSN
BLOG
FRIENDSTER
FACEBOOK.

These are the different medium that my friends wished me. =D
Thank you guys!!!! =D

Indescribable feeling inside of me

Happy Birthday !!!!

2008-10-27T01:18:00.004+08:00

Today is my birthday!!!! I am 20 now!!!!!Old already!!!!!

Happy Birthday to me!!!
Happy Birthday to me!!!
Happy Birthday to me!!!
Happy Birthday to me!!!

Happy 20th Birthday to me!!!

Today is also my Mei's birthday!!!!
Happy 18th birthday!!!!

Happy Birthday to YOU!!!
Happy Birthday to YOU!!!
Happy Birthday to EILEEN!!!
Happy Birthday to YOU!!!

Happy 18th Birthday to you Eileen!!!
Wish you all the best in everything you do!!!

Indescribable feeling inside of me

bored

2008-10-17T01:51:00.001+08:00

hmm have been feeling rather de-motivated to go to school.
I dunno why but this feeling is the same when i was in year 1 sem 2.
Its the exact same feeling that I that made me skip school alot of times.
I dunno why and I how am I going to stop this.

Sigh!!!!

School is so sucky.
FYP and stuff argh!!!
It will stop soon!!!
Just 10 more weeks I guess!!!!
And I will be out of here!!!!!

So catch me if you can in school!!!!
BYE!!!!

Feeling "De-motivated"

bored

2008-09-22T12:48:00.002+08:00

After 12 days of period finally decided to update.
If not people will keep nagging me to update.

First of all I skipped school for 2 days already.
Last Friday and today.
Don't know the reason why.
Just don't feel like going to school.
Maybe some extrinsic factors that make me want to skip school.
Maybe some problems that I have.

Some say that I am a happy go lucky person.
Oh well this shows that you don't really understand me at all, totally.

Been listening to this song and like it alot.

周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密

冷咖啡離開了杯墊
我忍住的情緒在很後面
拼命想挽回的從前
在我臉上依舊清晰可見

最美的不是下雨天
是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回憶的畫面
在蕩著秋千夢開始不甜

你說把愛漸漸放下會走更遠
又何必去改變你說過的誓言
你用你的指尖指示我說再見
想象你在身邊在完全失去之前

你說把愛漸漸放下會走更遠
或許命運的簽只讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現這幸福的碎片
要我怎麼撿

不能说的秘密

bored

2008-09-10T10:21:00.002+08:00

oh well i should start blogging about my new class.
New class is not new at all.
well most of them I have known them for like 1 year plus ago.
Class was fun.
lesson was not boring at all.
But there is just 1 thing about that someone is just too lengthy.
keep talking and talking.

This semester I only have 3 lesson.
Which is good lesser RJ.
But bad cause I am damn bored.
Plus 1 FYP. woot.
means I am graduating soon.
Awwwww sad.
I will miss RP and my friends there.

Need to Move On.

bored

2008-09-07T19:13:00.003+08:00

Will you paint back the colours in me? That's all I ask for!!!

No Regrets After All.

bored

2008-08-25T23:26:00.004+08:00

Its obvious.
I have nothing to blog.
Oh well, I need to move on.
Thanks for being there sisters!!! =D

Feeling Good.

Bored

2008-08-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

Nothing to Blog.

Feeling Good.

Bored

2008-08-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

Nothing to Blog.

Feeling Good.

Bored

2008-08-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

Nothing to Blog.

Feeling Good.

Bored

2008-08-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

Nothing to Blog.

Feeling Good.

Bored

2008-08-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

Nothing to Blog.

Feeling Good.

Bored

2008-08-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

Nothing to Blog.

Feeling Good.

Bored

2008-08-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

Nothing to Blog.

Feeling Good.

Bored

2008-08-17T19:23:00.000+08:00

Nothing to Blog.

Feeling Good.

Happy birthday jia yan!!

2008-08-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY

JIA YAN

Yesterday is jia yan birthday.
Went over to W3 to celebrate for her.
She was surprised to see all of us there.
She is really happy!!!

Came down surprised!!!!

Her cake!!!

Her wishes!!!

The group photo.

as long as she is happy i am contented

Well after school went to IMM with dianne, weili, and jovinski.
Pei shan waited for us at JE mrt.
SO SORRY pei shan for letting you wait for so long!
Went to eat Swensen and we crapped for the whole day lah.
after that they went to McDonald to do their RJ.
Train-ed home!

Feeling Lost. Fading Away

went movie than drinking

2008-08-10T12:17:00.003+08:00

went out with the usual clique.
Me, weili, yi yin, allynn, zhi hong, eileen, ah long, kok wei,
Kenneth, jovinski, yan jing, man li, and pei shan was there.
wen to catch money no enough 2 @ cineleisure.
after the movie we were thinking where to drink till hearts contented.
we decided to go to boat quay to drink.
we went into a random pub which was very good.
Beer Belly Pub or Bar something like that.
Kenneth and kok wei did not go with us.
We order chivas to drink.
i straight away drank 1 mixed and 15 plain.
i do not know why but i just feel like drinking.
Drank halfway allynn, yi yin , zhi hong and eileen went off first.
man li went to meet her friends.
we ordered a jug of tiger.
Continue with 5 more cups.
the feeling of getting ait drunk was damn shiok.
did not have this feeling for so long le.
i promise i will go drinking again!!!

Feeling Lost. Fading Away

birhtday celebration

2008-08-07T01:53:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.
Went out with the usual gang to celebrate Allynn's birthday.
It was great.
Had lots of fun, laughter and jokes.
It is very tiring to lie to someone and bring them around like siao.
really enjoyed myself.
Bought something.
I feel that its worth it i guess.
Hope she will like it.
Got to go. Its late and I am tired.
Good Night!

Quotes that teaches me something.

2008-08-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

"Aerodynamically the bumblebee shouldn't be able to fly,
but the bumblebee doesn't know that so it goes on flying anyway."
-Mary Kay Ash

This quotes is one of my RJ question.
At first I like WTH!!!
How do I do this question???
Well I went to google is and I found out the meaning of it.
It means Improbable doesn’t mean Impossible.
I feel that this quote is very meaningful.
It means that things that are unllikely to happen does not mean it is impossible to happen.
Well I thought to myself well if I don't try how would I know the outcome.
Hmm maybe there is something stopping me. Maybe fear or other stuff.
I do not know what.
This is the first time I am feeling this way. Sigh!
The first time I fear something so much!!!!!
If I feel that something is not possible means its not possible.
Cause my instincts are quite accurate. Sigh!
Sigh! See how it goes. I guess I need to prepare for the worse.
I need help!!! SIGH!!!! =(

Feeling Lost. Fading Away

开不了口让她知道

2008-08-01T10:47:00.003+08:00

才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你想你想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你想你想的都会笑
没有你在我有多难熬(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到你却已在别人怀抱
就是开不了口让她知道
我一定会呵护着你也逗你笑
你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道
安静的听你撒娇看你睡着一直到老
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看着
这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我

This is what I what I feel.
LYY will understand this. LOL!!

就是开不了口让她知道

Bored

2008-07-31T15:18:00.004+08:00

well I am so bored waiting for MICE UT 4 to start.
My class end at 3pm today.
Random pictures I found.

This is how 250million looks like. I want it too.

cute kitty with frog head?? LOL!!!

Paws Licking Good.

This hamster is smaller than your palm.

This is how it looks like when a thunderstorm is approaching.

Lots of things running in my mind.
Do not know what to do.
Maybe I am scared of failure or maybe there are other factors?
The only thing I can think of is I am scared.
At times I hope to have a corner for me to run to hide.
Things are not that simple anymore.
People out there please use your instinct to judge and your eyes to see.
That is the only information I can provide.
Take care of yourself!

Feeling Clueless. Fading Away

feelings

2008-07-30T09:46:00.003+08:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick
call, I'm angry
call, I'm desperate for your voice.
I'm listening to the song we used to sing in the car.
Do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It's playing on repeat...
Just like when we would meet.

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight.

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh.
I am feeling so ambitious; you and me, flesh to flesh.
Because every breath that you will take
while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes.
What's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your, what's your, what's your...

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight.

And I'm tired of being all alone,
and this solitary moment
makes me want to come back home.
( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have.)

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.
Stay with me tonight

This is how I feel right now.

Feeling Clueless. Fading Away

Updates

2008-07-28T14:54:00.002+08:00

well well well.
Here I am in class doing MICE.
Today we did about proposal.
SO BORED!!!!! =X.
Hahaha.
Made up my mind.
Change for the better.
Talk with LYY about it.
We made up our mind to change for the better.
But we need time and reminders.

Harmony Works! just ended which is good.
Last Wednesday left school @ 10pm.
Last Thursday left school @ 11pm.
Last Friday left school @ 12pm.
Last Saturday left school @ 8pm.
Went to watch movie X files.
I can "see" that the movie is damn not nice.
I slept through the whole movie I think.
I only watch 40cents worth of movie I guess.

School gonna end soon.
Class gonna change soon.
FYP 2 gonna start soon!!!
Oh well I hope that my FYP 2 will be better!
NO it is definitely gonna be better. =P.

Promised made so I need to keep that promise.
Right LYY?

Feeling Clueless. Fading Away

sorted out my mind

2008-07-11T08:40:00.001+08:00

Sorted out my mind and thoughts.
Regretted doing things recklessly.
Sorry for the things I have done over the months.
I promise I will change.
Change is a big word.
Everybody will change.
It depends on how each individual handle the change.
Everybody makes mistakes.
Let bygones be bygones.
Aim for the better.
Don’t walk back the old path.
Find a new way of life.
Look at it differently.
Look at yourself before commenting others.
Look at how disgusted you are before say others are disgusting.
I would like to say I AM SORRY!
What done cannot be undone. So just give me one more change.
So I need to make sure that these kind of things will not happen on me again.
Need to reflect myself.
I need to change. Starting from now.
Let the old CHRISTOPHER go away. Awaiting for a better future.

This what has been going through my mind.
Pondering on the issues that I’ve had. I will proof that I can change.

Feeling Lost. Fading Away

sux

2008-07-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

This feeling sucks!!!
I dunno why but it totally sucks!!!
Sigh!!!!

Feeling Lost. Fading Away

Sleepless night

2008-07-04T08:16:00.005+08:00

Its been a while since i have sleepless nights.

I have been have not enough rest for the past few months.
But ytd was worse. I didn't sleep a wink at all.
All did was toss here and there stared into the celling.
Minutes pass by like hours. Each time i look at my phone 10 minutes just passed by.
But it seems to me like hours.

Thoughts and memories ran through my mind. it seems like a movie to me.
I have been feeling strange lately but I can't seems to comprehend it.
I just feel so bloody lost at times. But who cares? nobody will.
I start to forget this and that.
I don't know why and I don't have the solution.

I will just continue to put a fake smile and get things done for now.
Don't wish to affect anybody.

Life has been not too bad.
Few events has passed by.
Here are some of the pictures of the event.

Sigh I hope things will be better for the future.
Hmm Sigh depressed, lost, confused, sad and regrets.

Feeling Lost, Depressed, Lost, Confused, Sad, Regretted. Fading Away

emoing

2008-07-01T10:48:00.003+08:00

Feeling emo this few days.
Don't know what happen.
Sigh!!!!
Hmm!!!
Bored!!
Sad!!
Problems that have no solution now!!!
I need them now!!!
I don't want to be restricted within the four walls!!!
Sigh!!!!

Feeling Lost. Fading Away

a

2008-06-27T16:59:00.002+08:00

I don't know what the fuck did I came school today!
I might as well fucking stayed at home!
BYE!

Feeling Pissed. Fading Away

working

2008-06-25T09:33:00.003+08:00

Now I am working!
So bored!
Rehearsal start at 11am and I have to reach like 7am.
Feeling pissed not because of the timing.
Sometimes people are just selfish like shit.
I don't want to talk about it.
I am freaking HUNGRY!
I can leave my place to get food!
They keep having rehearsal like non-stop!
Sigh!!!!
I am freaking BORED!
Lucky here got wireless.
Able to chat with people and do my FYP!
Got to go take care peeps!

Feeling Emotionless. Fading Away

boring

2008-06-18T11:38:00.002+08:00

Wednesday used to be a free day.
Now it is occupied with things.
I am sick again.
Stomach flu.
Tried.
Dread of going to school.

Sigh. There are "hollows" hovering around.
Later I "ban kai" they will know.
Now its within my limits.

I wish for a lot of new things.
New phone.
New Bag.
New clothes.

Thanks for those around who are concern about me.
Thanks a million.
Well I do hope things will work out better for me.
God knows when. Sigh.

Feeling Emotionless. Fading Away

Bored

2008-06-16T13:44:00.003+08:00

Past 2 days was at delta sports complex.
Helping out in Hockey stadium.
Rotting there like nobody business.

School starts officially today.
I hate to the the faces of theirs.
I wish to smack them hard.
Its affecting me and my ___ .
I cannot stand it but I don't have a choice.

Hmm OH well LIFE for me just SUCKS!
Thank you guys who were there for me.
Indeed life is tough without you guys around.
Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.

Feeling Emotionless. Fading Away

DISHWASHER was stabbed to death at the Causeway Point shopping centre yesterday morning

2008-06-09T19:34:00.002+08:00

A DISHWASHER was stabbed to death at the Causeway Point shopping centre yesterday morning.

The 45-year-old, known to some colleagues as 'Shirley', was working at the mall's foodcourt when she was attacked.

The police, who have classified the case as murder, are looking for a 60-year-old Chinese man, last seen in a blue polo T-shirt, shorts and black shoes.

The woman died at the scene from multiple stab wounds at about 10.40am.

When The Straits Times visited the shopping mall in Woodlands last night, it was back to business as usual. People were busy tucking into their Sunday dinner and had no idea of the morning's drama there.

Foodcourt workers said all appeared normal when they came in for the afternoon shift, though some said they had been instructed by the mall's management not to speak to reporters.

The Straits Times understands that the incident took place in one of the foodcourt's dishwashing rooms.

Fewer than 20 customers were around at the time, said some foodcourt workers, and not all the stalls were open.

One of the victim's co-workers, who declined to be named, said she believed 'Shirley' was Singaporean but did not recall her talking about her family.

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How could all this things happen sigh! I could not believe my eyes.

Feeling Emotionless. Fading Away

ARgh!!

2008-06-02T23:30:00.003+08:00

Things seems easily. But its not.
When you want it to stop it just come.
When you want it to come it just stop.
Why is it so hard?
Who will be able to understand?
Is there anybody who feels that same way?

Been addicted to Bleach.
Just started watching like 2 days ago.
Its a nice anime.

Busy Busy Busy.
I need more things to do.
Let me be so busy that i lost myself from this world.
Let me work non-stop.

Feeling Emotionless. Fading Away.

Boring

2008-05-30T08:59:00.003+08:00

Yes I finally update my blog liao!!!!!!
Weeks have pass since i last update!!!
Many things have happen but mostly are good things.
We went to the ZOO and Night Safari which was very fun.
Had Many Different outings and stuff like that.
Enjoyed every moment.
Hope things will remain the same or even better!

Today is the last day of schools.
No plans.
Nothing on hands.
Don't know where to go.
Well have to wait and see because I have UT after school.

At times I need to find someone to confide in but to no avail.
When times are hard, streets seem empty.
When times are good, joy seems to be there.
All the things around its just cycle.
ITS just a Bloody Fucking CYCLE.
No one knows why, when and where.
Knife stab deeply into me without me knowing it.
sometimes it hurts sometime it don't.
Sigh. Life its just so tiring.
wanting to take a pitstop somewhere.
Wanting to get lost somewhere but there no place for me to hide.
Life still Have to go on like this.

Feeling Emotionless. Fading Away.

ramdom

2008-04-24T22:43:00.004+08:00

Stop wasting time worrying about me!

You are just wasting your time!

I am not worthy of it!

Sorry!

Feeling Empty. Fading away.

Nomal day.

2008-04-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

Life is not good for me.
Problems piling up one another.
Solutions seems lesser and lesser.
I feel useless when each day pass.

How I wish there were someone I can talk to.
How I wish somebody will be there for me.
How I wish. How I wish.

I just need a simple explanation of what I am feeling inside now.
Just a simple explanation will do.

Feeling Empty. Fading away.

BBQ

2008-04-06T14:22:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to have a BBQ just before school starts. It was good and bad as some things happened. I don't want to talk about it. It just sucks. Some people just do not have the bloody brains to think and at times (no I shall say all the time) like to portray some stupid actions that disgust people.

ARE YOUR FREAKING BLIND OR WHAT!!!!!!!! Oh well. School starts tomorrow, I don't know whether should I look forward to it or should I be dreading it. I think i shall look forward to it instead. I must be positive. Use all the positive factors to cover up the negetive factors and thus the result will be positive.

New system that the school have implemented.

"IMPORTANT::All students (04 Apr 08)

Notice

Starting from this semester, late arrival in class will be penalized by deduction of 0.5 grade point from the Daily Grade. No grace period allowed.

Office of Academic Affairs (OAA)

Friday, April 04, 2008 17:30:00 PM"

Oh well I guess this will not affect me much. so please to all my friends out there don't be late for school!!!!!!!! Take care Guys see you guys in school soon!!!!!

WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!!!

2008-04-05T04:10:00.002+08:00

Raffles School Of Hospitality @ RP is a new collaboration with Raffles Hotel that is tied up with Diploma In Hospitality and Hotel Management. So the rest of the course in CIE will be move under RSH.

For the past 2 days, it was the orientation programme for the upcoming year 1. It was difficult to push them to bond on the first day. Slowly as the day end, they manage to get bonded within theri own teams.

On the second day, we were surprise that the whole RSH was bonded together. They were so hyped up for the night activity for the JAM 'N' HOP. They were well prepared to fight against other school. The synchronizations of the dace the mass cheer were so powerful and were portrayed in massive single voice.

The end result was expected. I got a feeling that we will win the the overall champion. Not only I predicted but most of us did. They were full of confidence and the hyper activeness in the them were great. We celebrated till school close.

This was a great moment to treasure and to be kept in the memory bank. I have not seen other orientation programme that involve the freshmen. But RP we work in a different way. Alot of the OGLs are sick so do take care as school is just days away. But we will be able to meet up more often as we are in the same block. Cheers!!!!!!

2008-03-12T00:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TING YUN
&
LAI KARL
=)

BEST WISHES TO BOTH OF YOU!!!!
TAKE CARE AND ENJOY!!!!

one word that i can describe now!!!!

2008-03-11T22:55:00.004+08:00

FUCK

That is what I have to say for now.

Holidays

2008-02-20T18:23:00.002+08:00

Though holiday is here but there is alot of unfinished work to be done!!!!
So lets get going!!!!!
GPA was out today!!!!!
I Improved but I want to IMPROVE more!!!!!
So I need to focus and work towards my goal!!!!!!!
Thats all I have jobs coming in so I need my rest and normal hours back!!!!!
Take Care!!!!!

CNY BIG FUCK IS IT!!!!!

2008-02-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hai!!!! I totally have no mood for CNY!!!!
I totally have no mood for anything!!!!
Hope to work and work and work and tire myself out!!!!
Hai!!!!!
These are all the things that is going through my mind!!!
Happy CNY to all the people out there!!!!
Happy Holiday to all the non-Chinese out there!!!!

Emoing!

2008-01-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

Lots of things happen lately! I don't know why and I don't kniw how to explain. Maybe its just i am thinking too much. Which i HOPE so!!! I have 2 things running in my mine know!

"Things can never go back to how it used to be"

and

"I want a simple explanation what I am feeling inside"

PP finally got approve and poster yet to be done! I am so stuck at my poster!!! PP not done yet there comes FYP!!!!! Oh man when is this going to stop. Life in school seems slow to me!!! OR is it just me that can't wait for time to pass!!!!

I have this sudden thought that life is always incomplete but I don't know what the true meaning is. Pondering, thinking, worring all this are part of life.... Yada Yada. I shall not go on. Hope I can get to work in my secondary school as Relief teacher. I like that place and itsthe place that change me alot from the past me to the now me.

CNY is coming and I do not know what to do about it. Well i do hope that this time round I can save up the money and buy the things on my wishlist!!!! I have not bought a single item yet! Talking about buying things, who would like to buy them for me as CNY present?

My New Year Resolution!

2008-01-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

My new year resolution is to:

- Get better grades for year 3.
- Do well in my Final Year Project.
- Build back my stamina I used to have.
- Slim down.
- Have more openings in Events Industry.

That will be for now!!!

Counting down to holidays: 15 more days = 3 more weeks = 5 more UTs!!!!!! Argh!!!!!

Coming Tuesday Event logistic UT4 which means 4 more UTs to go after that poof is holiday man!!!!

Normal day

2008-01-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Catherine BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
Today is Jessica's BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

AND

Tomorrow is Ray's BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GUYS!!!!!! HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY HUH!!!!!

AND

GES pay is officially here on 15 of JAN!!!!!!!! I am SO looking to it man!!!!!!

I have got a list of things to buy!!!!!
A Spectacle!!!!!
A Crumpler or TimBuk 2 Bag!!!!!
An Electric Guitar!!!!!

Hmm yap thats all for now!!!!!

HEY HEY!!!!!! Guess what!!!!! another 16 MORE school days to school holiday!!!!!!
16 JUST 16 more days man!!!!!!!

Counting Down to School Holidays

2008-01-08T08:42:00.000+08:00

18 more school days to my holiday!!! I can't wait man!!!!

3 more days to RAY'S Birthday!!!!

At least 7 more days to GES PAY!!!!!!

Oh man that took so long!!!! They promised to pay us before Christmas!!!

well i think that is before new year bah!!!!!

This Year 2008!!!!! New Year New Hope!!!!???? Hopefully!!!!!

FUCK!!!!!!

2008-01-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

All I can say is FUCK YOU PP!!!!! DAMN YOU PP!!!! KNNBCCB PP!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!! ALL THIS FUCKING FRUSTRATION MAKE MI SO PISSED OFF!!!!

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OFF PP!!!!!!! ITS JUST A FUCKING PASS AND NOTHING MUCH!!!!!

WHY??!!! WHY??!!!! WHY???!!!!! CAN'T THEY JUST GIVE ME A FUCKING PASS!!!!

IT'S JUST A FUCKING PASS!!!! IS IT SO HARD???!!!!

IMAGINE YOU SUPERVISOR IS ON LEAVE FROM THE DAY SCHOOL HOLIDAY STARTS AND IT ENDS AT THE LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY!!!!

LIKE WTFH!!!!!!!!

HAIX!!!!!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE KNOW ADAYS??? ARE WORDS JUST MENT FOR SPEAKING OUT ALOUND WITH NO EFFECT???? WTFFFFFFF!!!!!!!

ARGH I AM FULL OF ANGUISH AND HATRED NOW!!!!!!!

FUCK THOSE WHO ONLY KNOW HOW TO USE WORDS WITHOUT ACTIONS!!!!!
FUCK THOSE EMPTY PROMISER!!!!!
FUCK PP!!!!!
FUCK HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!
FUCK SCHOOL SYSTEM!!!!!!
well all i can say now is FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN NOW USE A CHOPPER AND CHOP ANYBODY UP WITHOUT REASONS!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!

Merry Christmas!!!

2007-12-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO!!!!!
Merry Christmas!!!!
Another Year have past I have seen the true colours of some Bustards!!!!!
All they know is talk big and no actions!!!!
How was Christmas got you guys?

Well I just rotted at home for the whole day and did nothing!!! basically nothing!!!
I even went to the search engine and search for bored and I came across quite some funny sites!!!!

Well I HOPE Christmas was good for you guys!!!! Take Care!!!!!!

Lonely Christmas!!!!

2007-12-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

It has been years that I last update my BLOG!!!!! hahaha!!!!!

What can I say, holiday is here and it has pass 1 week.

Yes finally no PDT, WORKSHEET and PPT!!!!!

Lonely Christmas? NOPE!!! It is not. I feel so good and relaxing even though I feel so damn bored!!!! All day long listen to songs and play games and watch movie. Meeting up friends and catch up with with for all the lost time that we have lost.

I will update more as times goes by!!!! Take care!!!!

Disappointment

2007-11-04T19:06:00.000+08:00

Disappointment and more Disappointment what can i say!!!
Life still have to go on!!!!
All I is someone close to be there for me!
Dad, Mom where are you when I needed you!
Its ok i will be strong and strive!!!!

Here is 1 song that I just want to share!!! It is just how I feel!

Send me an angel - Scorpions (Acoustica)

The wise man said just walk this way
To the dawn of the light
The wind will blow into your face
As the years pass you by
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just find your place
In the eye of the storm
Seek the roses along the way
Just beware of the thorns

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just raise your hand
And reach out for the spell
Find the door to the promised land
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The way out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

Lazy to update!!!!

2007-10-27T12:07:00.001+08:00

I have been so lazy to update my blog. I don't know why but Today is my Birthday!!!!!

Happy Birthday to Me!!!
Happy Birthday to Me!!!
Happy Birthday to Me!!!
Happy Birthday to Me!!!

Happy 19th Birthday CHRIS!!!!! =)

Time Flies!!!!

2007-08-24T11:08:00.000+08:00

Its the end of school and start of holiday.

It is sad to leave my present class and move on. Lots of memories are kept within that room.
Fun and laughter, gossips and scandals are part of everyday life in that class.
Without them I will feel so out of place and bored.
Everyday i would be looking forward to go to school even though i feel trid or i lack of sleep.
Now I guess most of us are resisting change and do not want to move on.
Oh well we can just complain non-stop but we still have to change class.

Semester 2 will be great but not as great as semester 1.
Clique are formed easily but difficult to break.
NONONO!!! Wait I must change my mindset!!

Semester 2 will be great as I will be learning more things and have more knowledge.
Yeah thats it!!!! Must be positive.

But my true feelings will stil resurface.
These are the people I will definitely miss!!!
They are Sok hong, Jessica, Amanda, Wing, Cassidy, Edward, Catherine, Jasmine and many more too much to list out.

At the end of this month, I will be working at Suntec Convention Centre as crowd control and security personnel. I will be working with my friends which is great. Oh well I do hope school will start faster as I am already bored of school holidays already.

Another thing is that I lost my wallet. Well in it, there are 3 ATM cards, many many many many other membership cards and my Secondary school EZ link card. Oh man that is my only young photo that i have and its now gone. =( I do feel sad and there is nothing i can do.

My activity for this holiday are:
- Do up my draft on my PP and submit to my PP advisor.
- Work at Suntec on 30, 31 AUG & 1, 2 SEPT.
- SAS CAMP in RP ( 3 sept - 5 sept).
- Event helper at MEGA dating @ vivo city (8 sept).
- Event helper at Singapore Duck Race (sept).
- Maybe going to ZOUK to work.

Singapore Birthday

2007-08-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

Haha!!!

Today is Singapore Birthday.

Happy birthday Singapore!

I am at home rotting!!!!

So bored!!!

Anybody talk to me!!!!

Boring DAY!!!!!

2007-08-08T20:17:00.000+08:00

Well JIVE fiesta is finally over!!!!! The event was a success. The end result was really good as we expected it not too be so good. Overall, our earnings were $917.60 just for 3 hours of sale. We sold merchandise from sponsors and Singapore Cancer Society (SCS). There were also popcorn and candy floss. Candy floss had a long queue and the machine worked very well. My popcorn sold well too. I have sweet and chocolate flavour. My class build a heart structure using 4500 cans. The times of fun and laughter is over. Semester is ending soon. Well I do miss this class. Out of the 5 classes of DIEM, we are known as the violence class.

Today, went back to school for a meeting about the science camp. Well it went well, will be meeting up with the other committee next week. After that went to YA room and slack. Soon time flies as my other friends need to go off and I have no place to go so i went home. I am so bored!!!!!!!

Stupid thing about MY school!!!!!

2007-07-23T18:10:00.000+08:00

Something happened in school. A thing that make me so freaking annoyed. Well my school guess u guys know which school. Ok it happened between us , facilitator and the person in charge.

me : hey faci can help me book the class as we need to do something in class for our event!
faci: No problem!
(faci sends email to book)
IC: (replies)Would appreciate if you could advise your students to carry out at XXXX where the air-con will be on till 9pm. There are plenty of available air-con spaces around there. As for the conservation of energy, air-con will be switched off for all facilitation rooms since students are encouraged to utilize XXXX area. Thanks.
faci: The student can't move as there is alot of things that they need to do. blah blah blah!
IC: If that is the case, it is best for them to “build” the structure in XXXX area, since XXXX will be used for other classes as well during the school day and they will not have to shift around because it is meant for the student activities. We hope you can understand that it will be very difficult to manage if all XXXX which do have their good cause to thrive, are to request the same. It might be landed up we have to operate the entire campus like normal hours. Then those who concern on energy conservation will look after us. We hope you could understand our position.
(the whole conversation stop here!)
me: feeling so annoyed and argh!!!! you know!!!!!

Just booking of 1 room is so difficult man. Does this remind you of an movie? Yeah!!!!! Oh well my school is well know of outsourcing and many many different department for just 1 thing. NO CHOICE BUT TO BEAR WITH IT!!!!!!

True side of addison!!

2007-07-19T08:37:00.000+08:00

I found out on Tuesday night that he is a gay. We did a test on him. He was so happy when vodka hugged him. Look at the smile on his face!!!!! attached is the picture.

Look at him he is so happy!!!!!!
will update this scandal again!!!!!

Finally back to blog

2007-07-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

Ok I am finally back to blog again. I am so lazy to blog man. Busy with Jive fiesta and having extra workload to bear. Well all thanks to those people with empty promises. Oh well never mind about them. Here are some events that happened recently:

LONG BIAN CONG DAY + Sok Hong belated birthday sabotage!!!!!

Sok hong's birthday cake!

Ah long saboing Sok hong!

The clean place before the mess was created!

The mess we created!!!!

Clearing up the mess before the security guards come!

All thanks to Jessica and Dennis the cameraman!!!!!

After all the fun we have, we conclude that Diploma in Integrated Events Management aka DIEM students can do anything. We can *bao kah liao* ( do everything in hokkien) everything. From organizing events to *sai kang* (shitty job), all need some experience. Well, that was meant to be a joke. looking forward to JIVE Fiesta man! All the best to the 5 classes and the Election of the MC for JIVE ig. HUAT ARH!!!!!!!!!!

WTH!!!!!!

2007-06-24T11:42:00.001+08:00

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!! I can simply have the FUCKING freedom to use my laptop!!!! like WTF!!!!! ARGH not happy with lots of things! words without action - it totally sucks to the core man!!!!! argh!!!!!!!

>FUCK THOSE FAGGOTS<

Updating my Blg Reluctantly!!!!!

2007-06-24T09:16:00.000+08:00

Oh well SOMEBODY complain that they are bored of my previous post SO now i am thinking of what to UPDATE when there is nothing for me TO UPDATE!!!!!!!!!! GET IT!!!! HAHAHA!!!!

Well rotting at my "house" (note i say house not home) during the week end. Watched all kinds of movies i have. Especially FAMILY GUY. GOD DAMN IT!!! ITS SO HILARIOUS!!!!!! I love Stewie man!!! hahaha!!!! He is just so cute man!!!!! No matter how crude he sounds, his mum just treat him as a little child. Stewie has a freaking good brain, all he want is VICTORY but sadly he is always stopped by his dad and mum.

In school after watching 1 episode of family guy, we tried to mimic Stewie call hims mother nonstop all using different terms. So ally was the victim, we chant her name nonstop and she was supposed to say WHAT!!! and after that, we said HI!!!! and ran away. it sounds stupid but its fun.

I just found out one of my classmate is a phony!!!!! For those who does not know what it means, it means

pho·ny [fṓnee]

pho·ney [fṓnee]

adjective (comparative pho·ni·er, superlative pho·ni·est)

1.	not genuine: not genuine and used to deceive
2.	giving a false impression: putting on a false show of something such as sincerity or expertise

noun (plural pho·nies or pho·neys)

somebody or something phony: a phony person or thing

transitive verb (past pho·nied or pho·neyed, past participle pho·nied or pho·neyed, present participle pho·ny·ing or pho·ney·ing, 3rd person present singular pho·nies).

Yes that what it means.=) Guess who is that person!!!!! She is non other than JASMINE ANG FROM E25L!!!!!!!!! SHE IS A BIG FAT PHONY!!!!!!!

That all for those who are complaining!!!! IS IT ENOUGH???? lol just joking!!!!!

Class Outing on wed 13/06/2007

2007-06-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Class Outing! Yeah! Guess where did we go to? Escape!! Yeah we went there!!! Hahaha! To my horror, I found out that i only have 3 classmate in my class!! Well the 3 of them are Alice, Kok Wei, Sok Hong and me! We really enjoyed ourselves!!!!!!

Kok wei, me, Sok Hong

Firstly we went to have breakfast and soon we left for escape. We really play till we are exhausted and we slept in the train all the way to marina bay for steamboat. At 6pm exactly the rest of them(my classmate) reached and we left for out wonderful steamboat. When we reached there, 2 auntie were trying to fight against each other for us! It is an amazing sight man!!!!

We really enjoy our dinner and we ordered Henikein to drink!!!! I was damn full though i did not eat much!!!! After our dinner we went to the arcade to have some fun! well as usual i was playing the DRUM game again!!! haha!! soon we left the place with fun and joy!!!!!!

THIS sat i am suck between 2 places. First east Coast, second town. I dun really know which want to go to! hmm maybe i will got for the town outing bah or the East Coast outing hmm!!!!! well i guess i will have to decide!!!!!!!!

Young Gems Camp Day 3

2007-06-09T19:26:00.001+08:00

My cluster playing service ladder!!!

Pei Yu showing good service to it customer!

Sham and Me briefing the guys!

Ah long look lost!!!!

Cheryl is happy with the balloon on her head.

Well that's all for day 3!!!!

Young Gems Camp Day 2

2007-06-09T19:11:00.001+08:00

HEH look that way!!!

Yeah!!! finally back and seated down!

Having some discussion at Civic Centre Mcdonalds!

Disturbing the cameraman-Luke!!!!!

Having briefing in the morning!

Thats for day 2!!!!!!

Young Gems Camp Day 1

2007-06-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

The org comm and the facis!!!!!

My cluster!!!!!! i miss them lots!!!!

wooo the time record set!!!

All of us were so shag after the first day!!!!!!

Here are some nice picture from the Young Gems Camp that i have went to. =)

Chris the emo pongy

my 2 cents

Courage

August: time is up.

Worsed Sunday Ever!

Emo!

2 are better than 1

working!

Sick

clueless

well done

Chrome bag

fishing out in the sea!

sigh

disappear

sad

random

FUCK

Consequences

bored

Busy!

SIWW

CBoss

Woot!

bye

sad

HR Summit

Happy.

FOP

Its been a long long time!!!

Stress!!

It sucks totally!!!

Thanks for the Birthday Wishes

Happy Birthday !!!!

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Happy birthday jia yan!!

went movie than drinking

birhtday celebration

Quotes that teaches me something.

开不了口 让她知道

Bored

feelings

Updates

sorted out my mind

sux

Sleepless night

emoing

a

working

boring

Bored

DISHWASHER was stabbed to death at the Causeway Point shopping centre yesterday morning

ARgh!!

Boring

ramdom

Nomal day.

BBQ

WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!!!

one word that i can describe now!!!!

Holidays

CNY BIG FUCK IS IT!!!!!

Emoing!

My New Year Resolution!

Normal day

Counting Down to School Holidays

FUCK!!!!!!

Merry Christmas!!!

Lonely Christmas!!!!

开不了口让她知道